Here I am. Hello everyone!!

It has been so long, and I honestly can’t hold it in any longer. I have to tell you all the things:

  1. I stopped training for my competition.
  2. I resigned from my job at Accenture.
  3. I will be moving home to Delaware in the next couple months.

I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking… “whaaaaaat.”

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I am a female bodybuilder.

Wait, let me explain…

I’m actually an aspiring figure competitor.

The bodybuilding division features the really “big” women — those with the largest muscles. Following that is the physique division, and then figure. Those with the “smallest” muscles would be in the bikini division.

So I won’t actually be that big. In fact, it’s really more like an optical illusion. I’ll be getting smaller, and my muscles will therefore appear bigger.

It’s a weird subculture. I don’t identify with it. You have to get spray-tanned and wear high heels, makeup, and jewelry. You strut around in a bikini.

It’s probably more like a beauty pageant than a sport.

Yeah, it’s really not me; It’s not me at all.

But it is.


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